I can't describe it by words. Really.
Too awesome for them.

And as for you, Howl...
thank you. THANK YOU FOR CARRYING MY HEART AWAY WITH YOU.
YOU ARE THE MOST GORGEOUS MAN EVER. SRSLY.
ILY <3

I also bought Spirited Away but I haven't watched it.
Hi!
Long time since the last time I updated my blog (or...since when I'm active writing blogs?)
Well, that's really unimportant.


So! I'm telling you what I am doing right now. And I really mean NOW.
I'm at school, in my lovely class of Neazixofer :>
I've finished with the semester exam, I don't know most of the results yet. FFFFFFFF
But I did my (almost) very best there, I had to stay positive.


Next week is the practice exam, and the next week after that IS the final exam. Then 2 weeks after is the NATIONAL EXAM /drumrolls
OHH WHAT A LIFE


But you know what? After that, I'm free like a shit.
I can draw anytime I want :D Go shopping here and there...(of course to Kinokuniya) and roll on the street like crazy, yeah...


I'm getting veryveryVERY excited for my whooooole life. I'm going to highschool, I'm going to a manga school, I'll have my own paypal, I'm getting Jo's artbookASDFGHJKL dat "Etchings"
When that book arrives in my house, I'll go outside and shove the book to everyones that's passing by in front of my home. NO ONE CARES. I DON'T CARE.


All of these exam catastrophe ends in April. Means I'll get a full life from May to July. BRO THAT'S AWSUM


Right now, I'm just trying to be myself. The loner, the examiner. Not that happy-go-lucky girl who always pull pranks and make nonsense jokes, no. I want, to able to fully enjoy myself, no matter how my life is.
I think my friends is a little disagree with this, but hey, it's me.


Oh yes, and I need to reply Noachii's letter soon <3
I've decided.
I want to go to that private school I got accepted.
There are many reasons why I chose private school than public school now. (err...ok, you wanna know? It's because of ACOLABS (abbreviation of Akademi Komik Labschool / Labschool Comic Academy) and I got a labcoat, for the FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE. <-- experiment craze :/ oh, and because they have Cambridge standards, also they can give us special license if I want to go to an abroad university.)

Other than that, I can see how Labschool (the name of the private school I'll be going) choose really carefully about the students that wants to go there, not just a cheapskate school that uses ''you pay, you in'' system like that one school I had in the past. Ugh! They're not even the best school either, my brains won't develop if I was still there...sheesh.

One thing I quite dislike from Labschool is...they're damn expensive for a so-so family like mine :'( But well, there's facilities, there's their price, too.

Ok, for my plans in high school.
When I got in there, I'm willing that I had to be the best in the class, at least top 10.
Also, I'll join Acolabs, and Japanese extra-curricular.
Aside of school, I'll register myself for paypal so that I could open a money commission.
For the course, I'll return to my beloved EF and I'm trying to find some time so I could join the Machiko Manga School.

Yep. That's it for now, I think.
Oh yea, I bought PokeSpe 26 and watched The King's Speech today :D
I also hoped I could finish the UBF application in time.
I can't thank God enough for giving me a national holiday tomorrow. It's really...such a gift, as if God really knows I need a brief pause from this extremely busy days that has been squishing up my brain. I'm really vulnerable to all illness and stress.

Last Friday, I requested my mom that I better rest at home than spending my time do nothing at school (well, the teachers are often absence now, since we had done with all the materials.) Also because I had some work to do on Saturday and Sunday.
In Saturday, I have the usual try-outs and short class, while in Sunday I had the test for one of the high schools I choose. This test is to prove if I was worthy to study there. It has EXTREMELY HARD math and physics problems ;__; Indonesian and English is fine though...
Oh man.
I'm back in loving soccers! I never felt so energetic of watching soccer for 7 years!!

Err...so now for the main report.
I watched the AFF Suzuki Cup 2010 semifinal about Indonesia vs. Philippines.
At first, I was in the Mas Mono restaurant and then the employee changed the Tv channel to RCTI.
There, after looong loooong wait of the commercials, it started when Indonesia and Philippines players were standing in a line. Then they take turns to sing their national anthem (oo I love this part^^)

In the very beginning of the match, it was really a heart-stomping situation. Each country was  always just slightly almost score a goal D: I crumpled the drink bottle I was holding for many times because I'm so nervous >u<
Ahh, but this late night for me to write long blogs. I just need to tell you the overall, aite?

So what I saw...Indonesia, I think it has strong teamwork, defense, and sacrifice. When that one ball, that minute when our goalkeeper fail to catch it, and one of the Filipino players kicked the ball straight right into the net, one of our players struck the ball with his head and soon after that, he get some medical treatment. ;__;
Also I've seen like 6938948 times that most of the Philippines team attacks are blocked with   Indonesian heads :3 I can see that worried face washes over the Philippines' coach. Poor him :(

Good luck for the match with Malaysia on the finals!
In 2 days, I'm going to be 15 years old ;u;
So, like an annual ritual, I'm gonna write down all the wishes I want for the future during my 15 year old days.


Dear Allah,
I wish the following wish for my 15th year of life:

  1. A better life. I wish for health, happiness and great experience when I'm 15.
  2. Improvement for my art life. I want to start my career in art as young as possible.
  3. Ease for my school life. I want to enter the High School I want for 2011. Please bless me. I will try my best.
  4. Erase my extreme laziness. Make me a diligent student. Make me a person that always take studying as a delight. Make me always remember You, to pray 5 times a day.
  5. Erase my sins. I know I'm a human and I know I made a lot of mistakes.
  6. I wish I didn't be such a burden to the people around me. I want to be an independent person. 
  7. Increase my memory and analysis ability. I was poor at it.
  8. A good manner, etiquette, and personality. I just want people to see me as a normal being.
  9. A good weather. The extreme climate around 2010 makes me easily ill.
  10. I want to be myself. I wish the freedom to express myself more to the world. I wish to be more social.
  11. I wish for...an iPod touch. Or a big set of color pencils. :3
  12. I wish my country be better. I wish it to be a nice place to live in.
  13. I want to study at Machiko Manga School and HelloMotion Academy while I was in HS.
Amin ya rabbal alamiin. u__u

I think that's all for this year^^
Please make my wishes come true.
Hello.
I'm going to tell you about some of my friends. Close friends.
But the thing is, we never meet each other :D


N.
So, I met her around 2 years ago. We were like...total strangers.
It all started when she came and watched me on dA. I didn't notice any other things like now. I only know she was my first watcher, back in my first days in deviantArt.

She often faved my deviations, and give comments to it.
Her first comment is...uh, I think the one in this picture http://fav.me/d209x3m
She said, "Nice drawing! ^^ You drew Pikachu really good. =3 :heart:"

Haha.
I never know, that her first interaction to me would go this far :')
I didn't exactly remember what happened day by day after that because I'm basically have bad memories.
All I can still remember is, she was my loyal commenter and favor-er. I think that's what makes us be like now.
She was all kind, supportive friend. She always had words that can cheer me.
It's somewhat made me so happy if I see her comments were lined up in my inbox :o

Just that I...I can't give anything back of all the kindness she gave to me.
I rarely post a comment. I rarely faved her.
It's not that I said her art is bad, no! Her art is awesome. Really great.
I can see she's improving a lot in every of her deviations.
Comparing her arts when I first visited her page with her latest drawings. I think its such pretty fast improvements.


My personal critiques to her is, she need to work a little more in clothing folds. And poses, too^^
But I hope I will. Someday, to do the same of what she did to me.


Now, let's continue.
Umm...okay. Since we are now close friends, we often do something together.
Like, she told me there's a great group to join on, so we both join up. Then probably ended up make our characters are...childhood friends. The standard. :B

Few months ago, I asked in my journal if someone's want to be my pen-pal, through paper letters. She was one of people who volunteered :o

When her letter came, I was really happy :D
Some of my friends in class get to read them.
She included a really nice sketches of my character and hers.
It was worth to be "an item that I will treasure forever."


I haven't write to her yet. I have dozens of draft for the reply. I haven't find the 'right words' D:
Yeah...I'm just too anti-social.

I'd really like to visit her place someday, when I have the money.




More people will be written here soon!