Oh man.
I'm back in loving soccers! I never felt so energetic of watching soccer for 7 years!!

Err...so now for the main report.
I watched the AFF Suzuki Cup 2010 semifinal about Indonesia vs. Philippines.
At first, I was in the Mas Mono restaurant and then the employee changed the Tv channel to RCTI.
There, after looong loooong wait of the commercials, it started when Indonesia and Philippines players were standing in a line. Then they take turns to sing their national anthem (oo I love this part^^)

In the very beginning of the match, it was really a heart-stomping situation. Each country was  always just slightly almost score a goal D: I crumpled the drink bottle I was holding for many times because I'm so nervous >u<
Ahh, but this late night for me to write long blogs. I just need to tell you the overall, aite?

So what I saw...Indonesia, I think it has strong teamwork, defense, and sacrifice. When that one ball, that minute when our goalkeeper fail to catch it, and one of the Filipino players kicked the ball straight right into the net, one of our players struck the ball with his head and soon after that, he get some medical treatment. ;__;
Also I've seen like 6938948 times that most of the Philippines team attacks are blocked with   Indonesian heads :3 I can see that worried face washes over the Philippines' coach. Poor him :(

Good luck for the match with Malaysia on the finals!
In 2 days, I'm going to be 15 years old ;u;
So, like an annual ritual, I'm gonna write down all the wishes I want for the future during my 15 year old days.


Dear Allah,
I wish the following wish for my 15th year of life:

  1. A better life. I wish for health, happiness and great experience when I'm 15.
  2. Improvement for my art life. I want to start my career in art as young as possible.
  3. Ease for my school life. I want to enter the High School I want for 2011. Please bless me. I will try my best.
  4. Erase my extreme laziness. Make me a diligent student. Make me a person that always take studying as a delight. Make me always remember You, to pray 5 times a day.
  5. Erase my sins. I know I'm a human and I know I made a lot of mistakes.
  6. I wish I didn't be such a burden to the people around me. I want to be an independent person. 
  7. Increase my memory and analysis ability. I was poor at it.
  8. A good manner, etiquette, and personality. I just want people to see me as a normal being.
  9. A good weather. The extreme climate around 2010 makes me easily ill.
  10. I want to be myself. I wish the freedom to express myself more to the world. I wish to be more social.
  11. I wish for...an iPod touch. Or a big set of color pencils. :3
  12. I wish my country be better. I wish it to be a nice place to live in.
  13. I want to study at Machiko Manga School and HelloMotion Academy while I was in HS.
Amin ya rabbal alamiin. u__u

I think that's all for this year^^
Please make my wishes come true.
Hello.
I'm going to tell you about some of my friends. Close friends.
But the thing is, we never meet each other :D


N.
So, I met her around 2 years ago. We were like...total strangers.
It all started when she came and watched me on dA. I didn't notice any other things like now. I only know she was my first watcher, back in my first days in deviantArt.

She often faved my deviations, and give comments to it.
Her first comment is...uh, I think the one in this picture http://fav.me/d209x3m
She said, "Nice drawing! ^^ You drew Pikachu really good. =3 :heart:"

Haha.
I never know, that her first interaction to me would go this far :')
I didn't exactly remember what happened day by day after that because I'm basically have bad memories.
All I can still remember is, she was my loyal commenter and favor-er. I think that's what makes us be like now.
She was all kind, supportive friend. She always had words that can cheer me.
It's somewhat made me so happy if I see her comments were lined up in my inbox :o

Just that I...I can't give anything back of all the kindness she gave to me.
I rarely post a comment. I rarely faved her.
It's not that I said her art is bad, no! Her art is awesome. Really great.
I can see she's improving a lot in every of her deviations.
Comparing her arts when I first visited her page with her latest drawings. I think its such pretty fast improvements.


My personal critiques to her is, she need to work a little more in clothing folds. And poses, too^^
But I hope I will. Someday, to do the same of what she did to me.


Now, let's continue.
Umm...okay. Since we are now close friends, we often do something together.
Like, she told me there's a great group to join on, so we both join up. Then probably ended up make our characters are...childhood friends. The standard. :B

Few months ago, I asked in my journal if someone's want to be my pen-pal, through paper letters. She was one of people who volunteered :o

When her letter came, I was really happy :D
Some of my friends in class get to read them.
She included a really nice sketches of my character and hers.
It was worth to be "an item that I will treasure forever."


I haven't write to her yet. I have dozens of draft for the reply. I haven't find the 'right words' D:
Yeah...I'm just too anti-social.

I'd really like to visit her place someday, when I have the money.




More people will be written here soon!






 
It was a really strange dream. Its a nightmare, but its also a great dream.


    ''I was in a mall. A mall I think it doesn't exist, or I just never got there.
I was with my mom and my (annoying) brother, then we got seperated because we want to browse our shop of interest.


    I get to a Japanese department store like Daiso, but the name is not Daiso. There in the counter, I saw a lot of nintendo DS, and I saw the Gyakuten Saiban special edition DS. I don't know if it was exist though...but I didn't buy it.


    Then I was having a walk on the store, then there was an office chair. So I sit on it and slide with it (it has wheels). I accidentally hit someone with the chair. It was a group of teenager. I hit a girl with white blouse and short pink skirt. She was like, mad at me. After she had talk with her friends, she came to me and said, "Meet me at [insert mall floor and place], I'll be waiting." with an intimidating voice. I wasn't afraid, but I'm really worried.


   I met up with mom and tell what happened. She seemed to ignore what I said. Then she told me to change clothes. As I changed, I saw her jump from the floor we're standing to the mall lobby down below. I, too. Not long after that, jump to the lobby.


   I landed on a fashion show stage (?) then I follow what the models do. When I return to backstage, everyone was impressed with me lolwat. Then I went to the trailer backstage to rest. Then I heard flurry of knocks on the trailer door. It was those teenagers! One of them came to my trailer and set her palms a fist.


    ''What was that for?!'' I asked. "To fight, of course." To what I can recall, I kick her face, I strike her eyes with my nails and other violent things. So does the same with the other three person. Then they was like challenging something else; a race. I know I'm not good with races, so I ran away to my trailer.


    When I open the trailer, I was in another room. Not in the mall. It was my house in Cibubur! Everything was changed, my house was fixed, like it was new.I think it took place in the future. I can see a very beautiful sunset like everyday. There was my grandma and my aunt living there, too. It's like my life gone waaaay better than now. In the bathroom, I discovered someone hides a Burger King's onion rings on the drawer! Because I like them so much, I was eating them. Then everything changes again. It was still the same room, but it's not a bathroom anymore.It was a gangster headquarter.


   The gangsters, they were the same characters as the White Mirror manga (an Indonesian manga, but it has a really good story). There's Miss Coordinator and Sir Provocator, the "Sadist" guy, it has a similar looks like in the manga, but it has a different...no. I just know it's different. And there's no Boss here. But there is a person, who seemed to be kind, but he never talked. He's...I think he was like Derek from MySims, but no. I can't remember anything about it. I just remember I had a crush on him.


    The Sadist guy, it was like pointing his guns at me, and (let me call him) Derek, for several times. I chickened out. I was shivering. HA. Then Sadist said that he hates "Derek", and wished to kill him someday. I looked at Derek, his face doesn't show any fear. He took me to a hill. I don't remember for what purpose. It was still sunset.


    As we returned the room, everything was like in the house I was living right now. Just that it was well furnished. Sadist pointed his gun at me again, I run to the kitchen. There was Derek. Then I go out to bring the gangsters their tea. Then Sadist stood and bring his gun the kitchen. I ran to where my brother's room was, and I heard BANG."